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¨°o.O (MSN nick) O.o° * You hold me w/o touch, you keep me w/o chains.
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¨°o.O (Chatting) O.o° -Nil
¨°o.O (Sms) O.o° -Nil
¨°o.O (On phone) O.o° -Nil
Dear Diary,
I am too tired to blog but still, I shall make an effort.
School is as per usual, most of the time I'm doing the work and lucky there was Alan around in the team. He was one great helper in the team, always willing to help.
And it was a spontaneous thing that I decided to head down to Singapore Polytechnic to accompany Amanda to support her bestfriend, Iggy for the Mr & Miss Singapore Polytechnic 2009 Pagent. At first, I didn't want to go as I have my homework to finish but then, I feel like supporting too since Hanali told me, Iggy asked why I couldn't come. HAHA!
I video-ed almost the WHOLE Pagent show can?! It took me about 8GB for all the videos. -_-' Hahaha! But it was worth it! I even rush through my RJ at around 2300 hours at Singapore Polytechnic with the help of Amanda, of course.
Definitely not forgetting, congratulations to you, Iggy! :)
3rd Runner Up to M4: Ignatius Gabriel D'Cruz!
Well you can refer here: http://www.funkygrad.com/mmsp0910/
Also, congratulations to the Mr & Miss Singapore Polytechnic 2009:-
M5: Noh & F3: Aishah
Which happen, we saw May & Aaron too at Singapore Polytechnic who supported Noh & Aishah respectively.
Aaron: Azie, omggg, you so cute leh. I don't know but the more you continue talking, the more cute you get.
Azie: Ahh..Don't know lah. So not used to this place....
I don't know someone can get cuter when they talk more. I think I shall talk more to become more cute. Haha! Just kidding! Aite, I have to wake up early tomorrow for Quest Race tomorrow and to be at Bugis at 0730 hours. Yawnss!
Spotted:-
Hugging the tree or peeing in the bushes?
What just happened to the tree?!
P.S: Damn! I phucking lost my earpiece can?!
XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3.
Elena Gilbert(:
Dear Diary,
0138 hours
Just because everything is different doesn't mean anything has changed. ~Irene Peter
Change: Become or make something different: to become different, or make something or somebody different
Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2005. © 1993-2004 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.
I believe the act itself can either be a beneficial one or either a hurtful thing to someone. I have been through painful experiences like seeing people change from being not nice and being nice to me & vice versa. I know, the word change and I don't really get along very well even though Gemini is good at this. Well, depends on how you look at it, I change quite well sometimes too. Lol!
And at times, we tend to blame people for changing, like how I used to blame the important people in my live for the changes in them. I love the OLD them & I want the OLD them back but I soon realised, that is not how things are supposed to be. As we grow older and experience more, definitely, there will be a point of time we meet changes in the people we love and even in our own selves, we will one day change. Thus, it is something that we have to accept with an open heart even though I very much believe it will make us feel so so down thinking so much about it. But just like learning to accept the fact that one day we're going to lose someone we love so much, change itself is inevitable. They are certainly not avoidable and everyone will face them one day.
But trust me, like the saying goes 'Just because everything is different doesn't mean anything has changed'. As much as I don't act stupid anymore, no longer breaking into nonsense jokes or is always lost in my own freaking world (especially like, when I was mesmerized by Mr. S****Z yesterday & drop my cookie. Haha!), I am still the old Azie, Azie Anni, Azie-Mah, Azie-Lah, Azie Bella, Azie Elena Gilbert that everybody knows. Still the high, talkative, nonsense, clumsy, loud, hot-tempered, sensitive, cry baby Princess Azie you people still knows. Sometimes, it's just situation that tend to make me react to be otherwise, but you know deep down, I'm always myself.
Without accepting the fact that everything changes, we cannot find perfect composure. But unfortunately, although it is true, it is difficult for us to accept it. Because we cannot accept the truth of transience, we suffer. ~Shunryu Suzuki
And I believe that the best change would be changing for myself and thinking what is best for me and it is also because I want to do it, not because I want to fully change it for somebody else and thus, not being me.
I shall go sleep now, FYP-ing tomorrow.
2225 hours
So here is my FYP that my team mates & I have been working on. Sneak peek!
That's PROTEIN you see, it's an ENZYME call CELLULASE.
Well, maybe not. You can't see the enzyme because it is not yet stain with Coomassie Blue, and the coloured bands are call the Marker, not marker ink but marker to tell you the size of the protein.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cellulase
Nah! Hehe!
I knowww, Science Biomedical Science is so fun right? Haha! Not! It's a killer.
Sara Bareilles - Gravity
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
I have class tomorrowwww.
Tweet:-
XOXO,
Princessazie Bella<3.
Elena Gilbert(:
Replies:-
["your les partner":] Hey darlinggggggg! Yeahhhssss!!!! We shoulddd!! I promise, the next time the choc balls is no longer 'out of stock', we shall go on a date and head down to Sushi Tei!! <3 <3
[yashira:] HEHE! Yeahhss! But cut bangs gives me so much pimple on the forehead :( And then when the wind blowsss, the bang can become center parting, benciiii. Lol!
