¨°o.O (Me) O.o° STRESS UP!!!
¨°o.O (ends) O.o° 1957 hours.
¨°o.O (Chatting) O.o° Boyfriend.
¨°o.O (Sms) O.o° -NiL
¨°o.O (On phone) O.o° -NiL

Nabeh! That facilitator gave me another C. So I have like 3 straight C from her. I REALLY don't know what's her problem with me. And now she commented I'm SHY. Like EXCUSE ME! The word SHY DON'T exist in my dictionary!

And my classmate went 'U SHY?! HAHAHAHA!'

Really. I got like A & B for all my daily grade for different modules except for her. AHHH! And the ONLY time I got a C is when I LEAVE class half-way OR I NEVER do RJ at all. PHUCK UP!

I really want A. I used to have like 10 As for the 3rd week in Year 1. But now, I BARELY have A. And my A can be count!!! My A was uncountable in Year 1.

Anyway, I have e-mailed HER and asked her how can I "IMPROVE" myself. Well, to her, I NEVER contribute anything in class when actually I did SOMETHING. I shall see what's her reply, if she reply me suckily then I shall e-mail this to my MODULE chair.

But not to worry, ALOT of people don't like my THAT NABEH faci because she's really one WEIRD and MEREPEK. ARGHHHHH!

I HOPE SHE'S NOT READING my blogggg! But WHO CARES?! She's making my heart SUPER PAIN! I need A for my test now to COVER UP all my C daily grade. ASSHOLE! Really angry!

It used to be me, myself and I determined what my GRADE and FUTURE + EDUCATION will be. But it's like everything now depend on the TEACHER themselves. It's either they LIKE us or HATE us. BLARDY SHIT isn't it??!!!

And imagine if I am going to get C all the way until school ends, might as well I DON'T ATTEND SCHOOL AT ALL. She don't give me credit for trying in class. Like HELLO?!

LET ME COMPARE her COMMENTS and with my OTHER FACILITATORS comment:-

NABEH FACI:

1st week: Hi Azie, You were very quite during the team meetings, u need to be more active in the team meetings. be vigilant, and improve your understanding on the subject.

2nd week: Hi Azie, you were quite during all the three meetings. Try to be active during team discussions and during presentation. Try to give answers to my questions, need to improve a lot.

3rd week: Hi, as you know RP system has several parts to monitor before awarding a grade to a student. Presentation is an one aspect, and communication skills are very important. Try not to be shy to talk to your team members. I would like to see you talking to your team members, and also mor proactive in the team discussions.

OTHER FACI:

Applied Chemistry: Azi, i felt that you have done rather well, and there were some good ideas and thoughts being proactively raised by you during the class session, which is excellent to see. You were diligent and have engaged in team discussions, searching and analyzing ideas very well together with team mates. Good. At the third meeting, your ideas were clearly presented, and that you make the effort to ask questions and find out more about the perspectives raised by other team mates. Try to speak up a little more, instead of asking your team mates to help you convey your question ya? Being able to articulate your query is a valuable skill to learn as well. Nevertheless, a very good effort for the day.

Microbiology: Azi, you showed eagerness to learn by actively involve in your team discussion. Keep up the good effort!

You paid attention in class in the 3rd meeting but a more active participation from you would be great!

B+ today!

Recombinant DNA Technologies: We have all eaten GM foods and it is difficult to assess the impact of GM products. Rotten fruits/food is a reflection of our lives and lifestyle and Gm isn't the solution. Good work.

Molecular Cell Biology: Azi, you performed your duties as the scribe quite well this week. It was encouraging to see that you went the extra mile in noting down keywords and related ideas in your PDT besides the usual 3 columns of info. Keep it up.
Just note that you should double check those things you wrote with your team and modify them as you go along as more info is made available.
I would like to see you being more active in team discussions or team learning. I believe you realized you have quite a good team there and you should take the opportunity to learn from them all.
As for your presentation, it was a good thing that you tried to make it a two-way instead of a one-way presentation. It will certainly catch more attention. Keep it up.

I mean all this is better than NOTHING right.

And I am having this UNEASY feelings AGAIN because of that BASTARD. Seriously, why must people make another people's life miserable. I CURSE HER! CURSE CURSE CURSE!

I DON'T CARE. I WILL START TALKING NON-STOP FOR THE WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK.

TAKE THAT!

P.S: went to study with my classmate today, and we ate Canadian Pizza. LOL!

Thanks dear for always being there.

XOXO,
princess azie<3

Replies:-

[art.burger:] sure.

[dilemmaSTAR:] yes, i'm stress over school. school SUCKS!

[syah:] lol! eatttt! =D